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Monday, November 7th, 2005
7:43 pm
I think you should know.
I know I've been writing a lot of depressing posts lately and I'm sorry, but this you have to know. Stephen and I have been having a really rough time together lately, and I got tired of him being lazy and spending my hard earned money on him and not myself. So, I'm not buying him anything which means he has no food and nothing to drink. And I'm starting to wonder did he love me, or just love that I bought things for him. And tonight he kicked me out of his house because I didn't understand something. If your life's miserable you change it right? Well that's what I didn't understand. And right now I don't know how much longer we'll be together. Maybe we already broke up, maybe we'll live together forever I don't know. But, I'm not going to run back to him this time. If he loves me he'll come to me. If not well....I guess we're over. But after he told me that I had to give him respect before he would consider giving me respect back, I've been really upset. And Rosie you've seen how upset I am. Well tonight I came home crying wanting to cut (but I didn't) and desperately wanting a hug ( which I didn't get) but I got a heart to heart conversation with my rents. But I still want a hug. When you read this, I don't care how late it is, please call me, I just want to talk to one of my girlfriends who I know loves me for who I am. Again, I am sorry I've been sounding like a morbid depressant it's just I haven't had that much to be happy about right now. I love you all. *muah*

Current Mood: crushed

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Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
4:44 pm
I'm a dumbass
Ok friday night i felt like the biggest dumbass. I still do actually. I tried to jump a fence at the football game and was to short so Rob was going to give me a "boost" and decided to toss me over the fence and i landed on my arm and fractured my elbow and my wrist. i feel so stupid n front of everyone at the game i embarass myself cause i cant jump a fence. now i cant go to homecoming. life sucks but it moves on ill ony be embarassed for 4 months. *sigh*

Current Mood: sore

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Monday, September 26th, 2005
10:34 am
Andy Rooney ! said on "60 Minutes" a few weeks back:

I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except

numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory

are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black

Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things

like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White

Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what

happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door Guns do not

make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill

someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you

from driving to the ball game.

I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, that is why

there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU


I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia,

it is an opinion.

I have the right "NOT" to be tolerant of others because they are

different, weird, or tick me off.

When 70% of the people who get arrested are black, in cities where 70%

of the population is black, that is not racial profiling, it is the

Law of Probability.

I believe that if you are selling me a milkshake, a pack of

cigarettes, a newspaper or a hotel room, you must do it in English! As

a matter of fact, if you want to be an American citizen, you should

have to speak English!

My father and grandfather didn't die in vain so you can leave the

countries you were born in to come over and disrespect ours. I think

the police should have every right to shoot your sorry a_ _(bottom) if

you threaten them, after they tell you to stop. If you can't

understand the word "freeze" or "stop" in English, see the above


I don't think just because you were not born in this country, you are

qualified for any special loan programs, government sponsored bank

loans or tax breaks, etc., so you can open a hotel, coffee shop,

trinket store, or any other business.

We did not go to the aid of certain foreign countries and risk our

lives in wars to defend their freedoms, so that decades later they

could come over here and tell us our constitution is a living

document, and open to their interpretations.

I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor.

I know pro wrestling is fake, but so are movies and television. That

doesn't stop you from watching them.

I think Bill Gates has every right to keep every penny he made, and

continue to make more. If it ticks you off, go and invent the next

operating system that's better, and put your name on the building.

It doesn't take a whole village to raise a child right, but it does

take a parent to stand up to the kid; and smack their little behinds

when necessary, and say "NO!"

I think tattoos and piercing are fine if you want them, but please

don't pretend they are a political statement. And, please, stay home

until that new lip ring heals. I don't want to look at your ugly

infected mouth as you serve me French fries!

I am sick of "Political Correctness." I know a lot of black people,

and not a single one of them was born in Africa; so how can they be

"African-Americans"? Besides, Africa is a continent. I don't go around

saying I am a European-American because my great, great, great, great,

great, great grandfather was from Europe. I am proud to be from

America and nowhere else.

And if you don't like my point of view, tough...


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Wednesday, September 14th, 2005
9:20 pm
work and such
Ok this is my second time writing this so ill try again. Today sucked for a multiple number of reasons i wish i had just shot myself in the foot.
1. I went on a ten minute break today. And Kyle calls me up to my register. No sooner had he gotten off the intercom than he was in the break room asking me if i was comming. I tell Kyle "Well i have to put this in my locker i cant really leave me wallet out can i?" Without saying a word Kyle turns around and leaves.
2. I was helping a customer and he asked for paper bags. Im tired, have a line out the ass, and no bagger so i sigh out of exaustion and the customer freaks out. He goes just never mind, I shouldnt have to be treated like this over a simple request over paper bags. I polietly tell him that i can do paper bags its really no problem. I didnt raise my voice, throw my hands in the air cuss nothing. I was saying sir and its no problem i can do it. And he snaps back " Im sure you CAN do it but you shouldnt roll your eyes and have that look on your face over paper bags." So finally i put his food in plastic bags and polietly give him his change and tell him to have a nice day. Then before he leaves he goes it well be known how i was treated, and he goes and talks to Kyle and Chad. The customer behind him was like wtf is his problem?
3. Stephen's at my house taking a shower because his mom didnt pay the water bill. And you know what her responce was. Oh im buying water so the DOGS have something to drink. And Stephen asked why she cant just pay the bill and his mom says well why dont you get a job and help pay. He was like because your my mom its your responsability. Then when I go to Stephens house today after spending 10 hours cleaning his house yesterday mels dog ruined the house. theres trash across the floor and dog shit on the carpet. And she WILL clean it up.
4. Im hoping to save up enough money by the end of this year to move into Rose's house. Because even though a part of me wants to stay at my house, another part says you have to move on. Otherwise you never will. I dont want to grow up, but i want to have a fun life, and not live my entire life with my parents. But i dont know how i can pay 403 dollars a month. Maybe something will pop up between now and then. Maybe I'll win the lottery LOL with my shitty luck.
But anywayz thats all for now. I love-ed you Rosie. Ill update more when theres more to update.

Current Mood: crappy

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Tuesday, September 6th, 2005
9:04 am

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Angelina is your soulmate.
You truly love Rose.
You consider Laura your true friend.
You know that Ashley is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Annie for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Cheryl is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Stephen is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Rob is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Rob changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Allinee is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Allinee has a hidden internet romance.

Current Mood: chipper

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Friday, September 2nd, 2005
8:12 pm
Please help
In light of recent events in New Orleans and Mississippi I have asked everyone I know if they have clothes or necessities that they would like to give to Red Cross for donations. If so contact me and I will pick it up and turn it in to Red Cross. Now is time to help your fellow Americans, not turn them away and brush them off. And still be able to look around you and see everything that you have, that were taken from others, and call yourself Americans. Please help these people.

Current Mood: busy

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8:39 am
ok with katrina it is now almost impossible to get gas. A lot of gas stations are sold out. Some have lines out the ass. Some prices are outrageous. So if you need gas get some while its still here. limit your driving. and stop using air. They say that the oil refineries will not open for another few months. It's total chaos out there. so yall be careful, and remember be kind to your neighbors. We are still americans. and we will recover.

Current Mood: stressed

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Monday, August 29th, 2005
8:17 pm
Ok it's official, I am going to leave Publix relativly soon. I love the people I am working with, I love you all. But I am tired of this schedualling bullshit. After I fell asleep in my A and P class (which is really bad because all the teacher does is stand up there and talk and we take notes and i was asleep so i missed the notes) I came to the conclusion that Chad and all them care about no one but themselves and their job. And if they don't care about their employees then I dont care about them and im going to leave. It's rediculous and im tired of it. Im standing up for what i feel is right for myself and not anyone else. I dont want to work till eleven, I dont want to work fridays. And at Publix i dont have some of the things i need. so fuck it. Ill talk to you all laters about it more. Love yall.

Current Mood: blah

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Friday, August 12th, 2005
12:15 am
Dont know if its true but im going to do it
I don't know if this is true or not, I could not find anything about it one way or the other on the hoax check site I use. So I thought it is better to be safe than sorry. So I am forwarding this along to all of you. John

Subject: Read this Folks:
Please take a couple minutes to read this warning about Gas Pumping
Handles. Warning: Look at the gas pump handle BEFORE you pump your
gas. Please read and forward to anyone you know who drives a car.

My name is Captain Abraham Sands of the Jacksonville, Florida, Police
Department. I have been asked by state and local authorities to write this
email in order to get the word out to car drivers of a very dangerous prank
that is occurring in numerous states. Some person or persons have been
affixing hypodermic needles to the underside of gas pump handles! These
needles appear to be infected with HIV positive blood. In the Jacksonville
area alone, there have been 17 cases of people being stuck by these needles over the past five (5) months. We have verified reports of at least 12
others in various states around the country. It is believed that these may
be copycat incidents due to someone reading about the crimes or seeing
them reported on television. At this point no one has been arrested and
catching the perpetrator(s) has become our top priority. Shockingly, of the 17
people who where stuck, 8 have tested HIV positive and because of the nature of the disease, the others could test positive in a couple years.

Evidently the consumers go to fill their car with gas, and when picking up
the pump handle get stuck with the infected needle.


If you do find a needle affixed to one, immediately contact your local police department so they can collect the evidence.

(Got this from my grandpa)

Current Mood: tired

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Wednesday, August 10th, 2005
12:36 pm

Shiva RYan Wilhelm's Aliases

Your movie star name: Pop Tarts John

Your fashion designer name is Shiva Berlin

Your socialite name is Pooh Bear New Orleans

Your fly girl / guy name is S Wil

Your detective name is Dog Manatee High

Your barfly name is Pop Tarts Schnopps

Your soap opera name is RYan 57th

Your rock star name is Ice Cream My Brain

Your star wars name is Shijac Wilste

Your punk rock band name is The Content Toilet Bowl Claner

Current Mood: sleepy

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Thursday, August 4th, 2005
12:12 am
I heard this on the news this morning. EMS and the Fire Department have a new thing called ICE. And what ICE is, is when you are in an accident and the only way to contact someone that knows you to find out your information, is by your cell phone. It used to be EMS and Fire Fighters would have to search for someone that they thought knew you, and hope for the best. Well with ICE, the EMS, Fire personal can get someone that can answer this information for them. ICE stands for In Case of Emergency. And all you do is type the letters ICE into your cell phone and the number of a person who you know like your mom, dad, husband, whoever that you know can answer questions about you like, how old you are, if your on any medications, if your pregnant, if your nursing, if you have any allergies, and so on and so forth. This new system that they have is so much more efficient than looking through a persons phone and hoping for the best.

Current Mood: contemplative

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Sunday, July 31st, 2005
3:07 pm
Life's f'ed up (wrote this this morning at 2 am)
Ok first, I worked today and I've been sick since 6 am on Saturday and I didn't want to go to work but I went anyway. At 10 I couldn't take it anymore I was in tears and felt like I had to throw up. So I asked Debbie if I could go home she said we already had 2 people call in you'll have to talk to Louis. So it's now about 12 pm and I finally talk to Louis and he says now we've had 4 people call in and I can't go home. I look like crap and I'm about ready to throw up on the customers. So I go to lunch at 1 and I can't eat anything and decide I need to go home and lay down. So I tell Louis that I have to go home, he says that my "fellow peers" smelled alcohol on me and that they feel I'm being irresponcible. I tell him I was home at 10 last night and I went to bed I don't know how I could possibly smell like alcohol and if he doesn't beleive me he can call my parents and ask them what time I was home. And he said that if I was telling him I didn't drink than he beleived me which is a load of bull. And for him to slander me telling me I did something that I did not was completely uncalled for. For further details call me.

Next subject, I'm up late waiting for Stephen to bring me some Pepto Bismol for my stomach because it still hurts. Yeah I'm still "nursing a hangover" (My ass) And he gets here and starts telling me about the movie Saw. Yeah I don't want to watch that if someone has a f*cked up enough mind to think of something like that someone is messed up enough to do something like that. And I don't want to think about that happening to people. I mean I don't like all people but people should not be tortured to death like that, especially for entertainment. It makes me sick to my stomach and yeah. I mean if it was someones body donated to science thats different but to torture someone for pleasure is just morally wrong. And I never want anything like that to happen to my friends, family, or even my enimies. Ok I'll stop talking now and let you get back with your lives. Love you all.

Current Mood: sick

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Monday, July 25th, 2005
9:59 pm
Ok so I stole from annie who stole from zach

1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. i will tell you something only the two of us will understand.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what color you remind me of.
7. Put this in your journal

Current Mood: cranky

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Sunday, July 17th, 2005
11:59 pm
Keep this going if possible
Please read this entire article, if any of you know of a way to get this to Barbra Walters please forward it to her. I think she needs to hear the G. I. 's side I know she has heard Jane's side and chalked it off to youthful indiscretions, maybe if she knew the full truth she would be a little more inclined to condemn Ms Fonda.

A Traitor is About to be Honored.... WE CANNOT LET THIS HAPPEN !!!!!!!!


This is for all the kids born in the 70's who do not remember, and didn't have to bear the
burden that our fathers, mothers and older brothers and sisters had to bear.

Jane Fonda is being honored as one of the "100 Women of the Century." BY BARBRA WALTERS

Unfortunately, many have forgotten and still countless others have never known how Ms.
Fonda betrayed not only the idea of our country, but specific men who served and sacrificed
during Vietnam.

The first part of this is from an F-4E pilot. The pilot's name is Jerry Driscoll, a River Rat.

In 1968, the former Commandant of the USAF Survival School was a POW in Ho Lo Prison
the "Hanoi Hilton."

Dragged from a stinking cesspit of a cell, cleaned, fed, and dressed in clean PJ's, he was
ordered to describe for a visiting American "Peace Activist" the "lenient and humane
treatment" he'd received.

He spat at Ms. Fonda, was clubbed, and was dragged away. During the subsequent beating, he fell forward on to the camp Commandant's feet, which sent that officer berserk.

In 1978, the Air Force Colonel still suffered from double vision (which permanently ended his
flying career) from the Commandant's frenzied application of a wooden baton.

From 1963-65, Col. Larry Carrigan was in the 47FW/DO (F-4E's). He spent 6 years in the
"Hanoi Hilton",,, the first three of which his family only knew he was "missing in action".
His wife lived on faith that he was still alive. His group, too, got the cleaned-up, fed and
clothed routine in preparation for a "peace delegation" visit. They, however, had time and devised a plan to get word to the world that they were alive and still survived. Each man secreted a tiny piece of paper, with his Social Security Number on it, in the palm of his hand.

When paraded before Ms. Fonda and a cameraman, she walked the line, shaking each
man's hand and asking little encouraging snippets like: "Aren't you sorry you bombed
babies?" and "Are you grateful for the humane treatment from your benevolent captors?"
Believing this HAD to be an act, they each palmed her their sliver of paper. She took them all without missing a beat. At the end of the line and once the camera stopped rolling, to the shocked disbelief of the POWs, she turned to the officer in charge and handed him all the little pieces of paper.

Three men died from the subsequent beatings. Colonel Carrigan was almost number four
but he survived, which is the only reason we know of her actions that day.

I was a civilian economic development advisor in Vietnam, and was captured by the North
Vietnamese communists in South Vietnam in 1968, and held prisoner for over 5 years.

I spent 27 months in solitary confinement; one year in a cage in Cambodia; and one year
in a "black box" in Hanoi. My North Vietnamese captors deliberately poisoned and murdered a female missionary, a nurse in a leprosarium in Ban me Thuot, South Vietnam, whom I buried in the jungle near the Cambodian border. At one time, I weighed only about 90 lbs. (My normal weight is 170 lbs.) We were Jane Fonda's "war criminals."

When Jane Fonda was in Hanoi, I was asked by the camp communist political officer if I would be willing to meet with her.

I said yes, for I wanted to tell her about the real treatment we POWs received... and how
different it was from the treatment purported by the North Vietnamese, and parroted by her as "humane and lenient."

Because of this, I spent three days on a rocky floor on my knees, with my arms outstretched
with a large steel weights placed on my hands, and beaten with a bamboo cane.

I had the opportunity to meet with Jane Fonda soon after I was released. I asked her
if she would be willing to debate me on TV. She never did answer me.

These first-hand experiences do not exemplify someone who should be honored as part
of "100 Years of Great Women." Lest we forget..." 100 Years of Great Women" should never include a traitor whose hands are covered with the blood of so many patriots.

There are few things I have strong visceral reactions to, but Hanoi Jane's participation in
blatant treason, is one of them. Please take the time to forward to as many people as you possibly can. It will eventually end up on her computer and she needs to know that we will never forget.

716 Maintenance Squadron, Chief of
DSN: 875-6431
COMM: 883-6343

Juan M. Salinas
Technical Training Advisor
Skill Development Office
(361) 961-2322 ext. 224
DSN 861-2322 ext. 224
Fax: (361) 961-2781
juan.salinas@ccad.army,mil <mailto:juan.salinas@ccad.army,mil Corpus Christi, TX. 78419-5260

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Friday, July 15th, 2005
3:05 pm
college whoo hoo
Wow! College is a pain in my butt. I've spent from 8 this morning till 3 this afternoon working on my schedule. And I think I've finally got all the kinks worked out. MWF from 8-8:53 I have Written Communications. MWF from 9-9:53 I have spanish. MWF from 10-10:53 I have psycology. MW from 12-1:20 I have Anatomy and Phsyology. Then on T and R (thursdays) from 8-9:20 I have College Algebra.Then on TR from 9:30-10:23 I have a Spanish Lab. And on F from 1-3:50 I have and Anatomy and Physiology Lab. Sounds like fun huh? I get out earlier but the schedules a pain in my butt. But I look forward to it. Publix is gonna kick my ass because I wont be able to work friday nights this semester. Cause by the time I get out of school it'll be 4, and I have to eat sometime. And I won't have barely any time to work. I dont know what I'm gonna do. Maybe Ill quit and work at Walmart and not be hired working friday nights. Don't really want to do that but if I must I must.

Current Mood: busy

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Monday, July 11th, 2005
12:14 am
Interesting thoughts...
In the 1400's a law was set forth that a man was not allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb"

Many years ago in Scotland, a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language.

The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone.

Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the US Treasury.

Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better.

Coca-Cola was originally green.

It is impossible to lick your elbow.

The State with the highest percentage of people who walk to work: Alaska

The percentage of Africa that is wilderness: 28% (now get this...)

The percentage of North America that is wilderness: 38%

The cost of raising a medium-size dog to the age of eleven: $6,400

The average number of people airborne over the US any given hour: 61,000

Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair.

The first novel ever written on a typewriter: Tom Sawyer.

The San Francisco Cable cars are the only mobile National Monuments.

Each king in a deck of playing cards represents a great king from history:

Spades - King David

Hearts - Charlemagne

Clubs -Alexander, the Great

Diamonds - Julius Caesar

111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321

If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle. If the horse has one front leg in the air the person died as a result of wounds received in battle. If the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes.

Only two people signed the Declaration ofIndependenceon July 4th, John Hancock andCharlesThomson. Most of the rest signed on August 2, but the last signature wasn't added until 5 years later.

Q. Half of all Americans live within 50 miles of what?

A. Their birthplace

Q. Most boat owners name their boats. What is the most popular boat name requested?

A. Obsession

Q. If you were to spell out numbers, how far would you have to go until you would find the letter "A"?

A. One thousand

Q. What do bulletproof vests, fire escapes, windshield wipers, and laser printers all have in common?

A. All invented by women.

Q. What is the only food that doesn't spoil?

A. Honey

Q. Which day are there more collect calls than any other day of the year?

A. Father's Day

In Shakespeare's time, mattresses were secured on bed frames by ropes. When you pulled on the ropes the mattress tightened, making the bed firmer to sleep on. Hence the phrase......... "goodnight, sleep tight."

It was the accepted practice in Babylon 4,000 years ago that for a month after the wedding, the bride's father would supply his son-in-law with all the mead he could drink. Mead is a honey beer and because their calendar was lunar based, this period was called the honey month . which we know today as the honeymoon.

In English pubs, ale is ordered by pints and quarts... So in old England, when customers got unruly, the bartender would yell at them "Mind your pints and quarts, and settle down."

It's where we get the phrase "mind your P's and Q's"

Many years ago in England, pub frequenters had a whistle baked into the rim, or handle, of their ceramic cups. When they needed a refill, they used the whistle to get some service. "Wet your whistle" is the phrase inspired

by this practice.

~~~~~~~~~~~AND FINALLY~~~~~~~~~~~~

At least 75% of people who read this will try to lick their elbow


Don't delete this just because it looks weird. Believe it or not, you can
read it.

I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty
waht I was
phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid Aoccdrnig to
rscheearch at Cmabrigde
Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the
ltteers in a wrod are,
olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat
ltteer be in the rghit
pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can
sitll raed it wouthit a
porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not
raed ervey lteter by
istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh

Current Mood: contemplative

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Sunday, July 10th, 2005
1:08 am
Got this in an email ITS TRUE!!!!!
Please keep this circulating, caution to women especially.
You walk across the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside. Then you lock all your doors, start the engine and shift into REVERSE, and you look into the rearview mirror to back out of your parking space and you notice a piece of paper stuck to the middle of the rear window.

So, you shift into PARK, unlock your doors and jump out of your car to remove that paper (or whatever it is) that is obstructing your view. When you reach the back of your car, that is when the car-jackers appear out of nowhere, jump into your car and take off! Your engine was running, (ladies would have their purse in the car) and they practically mow you down as they speed off in your car.


Just drive away and remove the paper that is stuck to your window later, and be thankful that you read this email. I hope you will forward this to friends and family...especially to women! A purse contains all of your identification, and you certainly do NOT want someone getting your home address. They already HAVE your keys!

Lieutenant Tony Bartolome
Bureau of Investigations
Florida Highway Patrol
P.O. Box 593527
Orlando, FL 32859
(407) 858-3233

Current Mood: calm

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Monday, July 4th, 2005
1:11 pm
go out with me?
give me your number?
kiss me?
let me kiss you?
watch a movie with me?
let me take you out to dinner?
take a shower with me?
be my bf/gf?
take me home for the night?
Would you let me sleep in your bed?
give me a piggyback ride?
Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
dance with me?
let me make you breakfast?
help me with homework?
tickle me to death?
stick up for me if i was being put down?
play strip poker with me?
say yes if i asked you out?
get wasted with me?
hang out with me?
bring me around your friends?

D0 Y0U...
think i'm cute?
think im hot?
want to kiss me?
want to cuddle wit me?
want to hook up with me?
want to have sex with me?

AM i...
great to be with?

thought about me?
thought there might be an "us"?
found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
wished i were there?
had a crush on me?
idolized me?
been distracted by me?
wanted to have sex with me?

ARE Y0U...
done with this survey?
happy you know me?
going to repost this so that i will return the favor

Current Mood: bored

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Monday, June 27th, 2005
1:01 am
You have wings of STEEL. No one's really
sure why, but at this point in your life you've
shut off emotion to the point of extreme
apathy. You are cold and indifferent much of
the time...or perhaps you're just a good
pretender. Next to impossible to get close to,
even those who do never see the real you. It's
entirely possible that YOU don't even know the
real you. You have a certain fascination or
attraction to destruction on a massive scale -
disasters, perhaps even death or the concept of
the Apocalypse. Because you hold so much
inside, one day you're simply going to snap.
Then the mask will fall away, and your true
wings will be revealed. Until then you will
deal with whatever comes your way in icy bitter
silence and acceptance. On the positive side,
you are fearless and immeasurably strong - not
much can crack through your defenses. You
intrigue people, who can't help but wonder why
you're the way you are. A loner and one who
spends much of their time brooding and
contemplating life and death - you are a time
bomb waiting to explode and create some
destruction of your own.

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Current Mood: crappy

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Friday, June 24th, 2005
1:05 am
New tattoo
Ok so I've desided to get another tattoo soon. I'm going to get a gaurdian angel on my right shoulder, my grandmother's memorial on my right arm (see the connection) something chinese on my left thigh. A soldier on my left shoulder, and my grandfather's memorial (In awhile) on my left arm. See the connections? just so you all know. It'll take awhile to get them all done but thats what I want. I may get kicked out of my house but what the hell its my body and I already have one tattoo, my tongue pierced and my bellybutton was pierced so ehhh. Ok love you all. Byes.

Current Mood: contemplative

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